Thoughts that were running through my mind:

• It’s okay. She’s not the devil. She has good intentions…but she’s soo hars— no…she has good intentions.
• Man up, Charissa.
• Nobody try to console me. You’ll just make me cry more.
• Crap everyone is asking if I’m okay and I don’t want to think about it.
• I know I look fragile….but…well I am. Sorry I’m so sensitive.
• All the bad things and unfortunate things that have ever happened in my life
• God loves you, and He’s bigger than all this
• You are such a big baby.

However, it did make me feel sorta better when one of the GA’s (a 28 year old man) came up to me and told me, “It’s okay, sometimes I go home and cry, too.”